Tuesday, October 04, 2005
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okay.so.i'm just feeling rather crappy right now.hmm.after thinking thru what sam sng was saying.okay..sam's head PLEASE DON grow BIGGER.anyway, i was thinking..i am SO LUCKY.and i don give a god damn hell shit on who's reading this blog.cos you know what?this is a journal.NOTE: JOUR-NAL.okay..maybe this just lets the whole WORLD know what's going on and this just contradicts the whole point of a JOURNAL.BUTIT IS STILL AN ONLINE JOURNAL.so there..i've got the freedom to say whatever i want.and if anyone has the cheek to come and criticise or by any chance SAY anything,then..i'm SHOCKED.cos.i bet you'll probably have a blog too RIGHT?unless..you're a teacher or something.but then again,i've nvr said anything bout teachers.so why should i care anyway right?i'm just stating MY point.so..SHUSH.and i bet those students reading this blog would probably have one themselves right?so what are you criticising about anyway?GET A LIFE.so back to topic.yes!I AM SO LUCKY.HAHA.i know i'm being mean but.seeing my friends there struggling,it's just so scary..to think that i WAS at that stage before.and now,things are different and they're like the OTHER WAY ROUND.cos now,they're lonely,and i'm NOT.okay.i'm being absolutely mean here.and i wanna help them.it's just that.hmm.what's that word for it..err.I DON KNOW HOW?at least i TRIED lar.and i WILL continue trying.i just wish i could help MORE.ah wells.i think that's enough crapping for now.lalala.(fung hua says i should join choir)ahahha.whatever!kay.today was OKAY.the beginning part at compass.was..hmm.not GOOD?but whatever it is,it was alright in the end.lalala.kay.i'm gonna do other stuff now.no mood to crap lar.byeee.
| amerie fought for sanity @ 4:58 PM|
&i wonder if you ever loved me
