Friday, October 21, 2005
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okay.so.i've been really confused lately.i don know what to do.BLAHHH.i just don have that sense of security.don ask why lar.fucked up world.and to you.if you realised.things arent going really smoothly when you're around.and you make alot of people get hated.i'm not blaming you or anything.but look.when A and B are together.and you,C, talks to A leaving B alone obviously B gets pissed off.and when D actually likes C, D starts to get pissed with A for going along with C cos she's plain jealous and also cos A is actually hurting her friend,B.and what's with you picking on HER man.wht did she do?i am not siding with her or anything.but i was a witness.you started things first lar.and sad to say..you're different around someone.and TO that someone.you don throw your tantrums on her.you of all people should know that i'm a person who is fucking possessive lar.maybe OVERLY.but at times,you really ARE too much.but i just keep within myself.and it's been so long you know.i'm saying all this out.go,get pissed with me.i don care.i need to tell this to someone.and that'll be my blog.ahhhh.whatever.now i got that off my chest,i feel so much better.everything's over alr.so i wont brood over it. i shall smile and say tmr is gonna be a better day.it WILL.i know it.i'm so in love with you.and don know what to do.i just hate the way those people look at you and behave around you.maybe it's just ME.but i want you all to myself.and you have ME all to YOURSELF.this i promise you.you know i love you.and it's more than you do love me too.
| amerie fought for sanity @ 9:07 PM|
&i wonder if you ever loved me
