Wednesday, November 09, 2005
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man.does this really have to happen?i need a break from all of this.is it that hard to maintain friendships of about a year?well.i guess so.imagine this.you made friends around this time of the year about a year back.now that it is a year of friendship and bonds, it starts to get rocky.aint it a waste?well.ppl going M.I.A.aint talking.no form of communication at all.wow.and ppl tk it as a joke?M.I.A is FUN?nah-dah.not when your GOOD friend goes missing.NOTE: GOOD FRIEND.i really miss you buddy.things aint the same without you.i'd do anything to get the friendships all steady again.REALLY.somehow..i feel it was my fault all this started to happen.but they encouraged me you know.argh.heck.i don give a damn.what i need now is THAT friendship back.i really miss it.one clique with just a few of us started out fine.many many ppl started to join us.and now,it is split up into about 3 groups.sad huh?well.maybe it's best to just move on right?but i really wish to have that friendship bonds back you guys.BUT then again.things will never be the same.no matter what.okay maybe i just want that 5idiots clique to be a whole again.and the former clique can just be erm..aquaintances?i don know.dammit.this sucks.
| amerie fought for sanity @ 3:30 PM|
&i wonder if you ever loved me
