Saturday, December 31, 2005

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thanks BESTIE for updating. (:

well.it seems like this year is gonna end BADLY for me.im waiting to hear my phone beep or ring for an answer.why did it have to end like this?if someone could just tell me.so ther line "im hurt all over" comes to show again. all i have to say is thank you for loving me.

well.bestie wrote a poem for me.i think it really nice.and thanks to jamie for being there last night.i just really had no one to turn to.i had to cry myself to sleep.ahhhh.heck.if the year has to end like that.then fine.so be it.

you like to hang up on me,
whether there's a reason to or not.
and you like to say that i've time,
time for no one but my friends.

well, i'm telling you,
i've never loved another girl the way i love you,
and although i might have hurt you before,
i feel like crap when i do.

you're special to me,
and no one can replace you.
its all the little things that you do,
the little things that you say,
that makes me love you more.

so please dont ever doubt my love,
for it is here to stay.
even if you ask me to leave,
my heart and soul will remain.

BLOODY HELL.i feel like smacking someone now.but you know what?im not going to do anything stupid.bleahhh.there.im off.

and ppl,my OLD SELF will be back soon.cos like my bestie,i dont think i'd have any situation to be in anymore.


till then`


| amerie fought for sanity @ 3:48 PM|

&i wonder if you ever loved me