Sunday, December 18, 2005

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UNDERGOING DEPRESSION

i feel oh-so-fuckedup.
i seriously need to run away.
but i just choose not to.
how am i gonna survive if i actually do,right?
just say right.
oh mann.
why do my thoughts fly so high and soar in the sky?
as in seriously.
i get flashes of someone with SOMEONE else.
mannn.
i think it must be the stress getting to me.
if only if only.
IF ONLY.
i dont even know wth i am talking about.
im in need of a blogskin now.
pea!!! im waiting!!
lalalala.
cookies are nice and yummy.
heh.
im being damn random here.
i dont wish to blog sad stuff and wallow myself in SELF PITY.
cos it's just plain PATHETIC.
uh huh.
so well,
christmas is coming.
and all i want for christmas is YOU.
there's this one line from the song i think it's rather NICE. *hints*
"I just want you for my own, more than you could ever know,make my wish come true,all I want for Christmas is YOU*"
well.ppl...i f you really wanna get me presents right, just look at my wishlist.
hahahaha.
i'm kidding lar...i think.
WHATEVER.
alrights.
im just hoping to get everything off my mind.
hopefully..before christmas.
okay.
i just finished reading this book called SALLY TOMATO.
and for your info SALLY TOMATO is a guy.
name is actually "salvatore d'amato".
not bad eh.but he hates it.
haha.
and he's wanting so much to kiss a girl.
mann.
such a funny book lar.
dammit.
haha.
im like advertising the book.
i should get paid for it.
RIGHT?
haha.
okay.
goodbye.

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should i continue loving you? sheesh..what's that supposed to mean??? )= )=







till then`
;AMERIEEE


| amerie fought for sanity @ 6:05 PM|

&i wonder if you ever loved me