Tuesday, January 31, 2006

--

you came home,
slammed the door,
saw me sitting at the corner of the bedroom floor.

you come over,
stroke my face,
telling me everything was just a passing phase.

i push your hand away,
you got taken aback,
"baby,what's the matter?"
i looked you in the eye,
the tears gushing out.
"you know what's wrong baby.
you brought it upon me.
i wasnt supposed to know
but the signs DID show
you were cheating on me."

i got up and pushed you against the wall.
i kissed you;
the last kiss we ever had.

i turned around
left you standing there
you screamed and shouted as if nth was wrong.
i turned around i said
"baby,im leaving.
no regrets,
no crying.
all i ever knew was that you were lying.
i cant believe that all of this was true.
but baby,it's my fault im in love with you.
you toyed with my heart,
that was a part
a part of me so vital so pure.
was for you,
and you swore
swore nvr to break it and to keep it forever.
well baby,i guess i was wrong to hand it over.
i loved you so much.
i said i'd wait.
but baby,you blew that chance when you said
you've lost your feelings for me.
i'm leaving an imprint of me in your mind.
by giving you the middle finger sign.
IT'S OVER"

i slam the door in your face,
i hear you scream,
"BABY, ALL OF THAT DIDNT MEAN A THING"
my feet were glued to the floor.
i returned to that same door.
i flung it open,
i took the knife,
i aimed it right at my heart.
the last words i ever said was
"this was how you hurt me baby"

this is how the story ended.
it finally has passed.
well,the only thing i can hope for nw is that...
my baby regrets what she has done.


| amerie fought for sanity @ 9:38 AM|

&i wonder if you ever loved me