Wednesday, February 01, 2006

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decisions change
feelings change
i still dont know wht is going on.
im confused.
this moment i might say this;
another that.
when im with my friends,
ill be thinking another thing.
when im alone i'll just regret wht i've done.
its like I DONT KNOW.

the ppl around might say wht they want but wht I think or feel is the actual thin. cos not everyone knows the WHOLE story behind everything.except the two of us.

i very much want you back.
but im scared everything will happen once again.
you say you're guilty but now yo uwant me back.
that's contradicting,on my part.
each time i've been hurt.
i just kept it to myself.
and i know ive hurt you deeply.
and i cant do anything but to patch with you.
i know it.
im really sorry.
and i knw that isnt gonna cure anything.
that time i asked for a patch all you said was i'll tell you next time.
tht was like you dint even want a patch.
i'm not sure of my feelings for her yet.
i'm not sure of my feelings for you now.
im not sure of anything.
i need time to think.

ah.


| amerie fought for sanity @ 7:00 PM|

&i wonder if you ever loved me