Saturday, February 25, 2006

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no mood to go anywhere,
no mood to do anything,
no mood for school.

oh fuck.

unintentional mistake i made.i swear.my heart hurts knwing that what i've done is making such a jerk outta me.but you see,too late to regret it. ):

dammit lar okay.
i just need someone,
someone here to listen.
not to say anything.
but just listen.
cause no matter who you are,
or how close to me you are,
it'll still be my fault even how much i wanna explain myself.

and to you: im really sorry okay? i know it wont be much of a cure.but that's the least i could do.i've got no one on my side anymore.the ball is yours.choose what you wanna do with it lar.cos,i still treasure that friendship alot.i swear.so there.i've said all i have to.

and to all of you friends:yesyes,its my fault.hate me please.im going to bear the consequences of what ive done okay.i made mistake.i knw that its wrong.the least you guys can do now,is just to be there a little while.no one knws how i feel now.it aint anyone's fault seriously.how could it be? when its an AGREEMENT.and everyone's blaming cos i went over to HER house?just being freaking unreasonable lar.but you knw what,its not like any of you would actually care anyway.so ya.goodbye.


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..im going to end here lar.fucked up world.i just wish that i could just disappear from this world.so that i wont have to face anybody.


| amerie fought for sanity @ 10:35 AM|

&i wonder if you ever loved me