Saturday, February 18, 2006
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you took my hand,i was nvr to let go,i couldnt take it no longer,i thought i was strong,so i continued holding on.but im tired,i cant hold on anymore.im letting go.my feelings for you,arent the same.you're just a friend.i'll love you as that.and nth more.i hope you understand.but i'll always be there,to be a friend,nth more thanjust a friend.i've left you,i'm nvr coming back,how do you feel now?i bet you dont even care.it wont make any difference if im not there.i was transparent to you,i just needed your attention,but you nvr seemed to notice.you dont need me around anymore.i felt used,i felt unloved.but you see,i ignored that.but now i know you'll find that someone else,who'll treat you better than i did,who'll treat you nice.i wish you all the best.the greatest you could do for me now is just SMILE FROM DEEP WITHIN.take care love.HELLOWELLOMELLOFELLO! (:ytd had PTM in the night,i passed my wallet to pea,she passed it to joanne,joanne passed it to nat and nat passed it to sng.OMG LAR.ended around 8 plus 9.then so went dinner with MINPEI,RYL,NIC.ate at KFC.and i changed my name!(inside joke) heh.but oh wells.it was darn fun.ate till bout 9plusplus.then homed with MINPEI! (:the uncle was weird in the cab.im serious.he's talking and talking about some BEST FRIEND STUFF and BLAHDEBLAHDEBLAH.and then!i reached home.hahahahaha.YAYY!the fare was $6.40 i think.so ex right.HAHA.then called nat.talked a while.she fell asleep then ya.then i called MINPEI.talked for like FIVE MINUTES!then she HUNG UP ON ME.tsk.then so i came online.did wht i need to do,then slept.yeppyepp.it was like that.going study soon.byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.=D
| amerie fought for sanity @ 11:41 AM|
&i wonder if you ever loved me