Thursday, September 07, 2006

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i realised that i was so dumb. i wish that i never even knew you in the first place. i bet you guys purposely wanted to see me ytd at sentosa. holding hands, holding onto each other. please, give me a break. i had enough when i was tgt with you. why cant you just grow up? if you're gonna tell me that you're VERY mature with your r/ships, forget it. i wont take that crap. look, why was i so stupid to believe you and not others. i thank god that i actually took the initiative to break up with you. you kept treating me like a toy. even now. LOVE is not a game alright. shit man, i'm dumb. i wish that i never called you that night. so i wouldnt have found out things i didnt wanna. dammit la. RAHH- i hate this. i hate it. i hate it. I HATE YOU.

i dont want school to reopen. so i dont have to see you. why is it that it took me till now to find out that i've been fooled by you. and wtheck. and i feel like punching someone. stupid asshole. i thought you were my friend la seriously. even you can stop me from punchign th walls and all but you were like stabbing me fro mthe back over and over again. what's the difference? if WE DID NOT STAY BACK THAT FRIDAY, we woudl never have known you. fuck you la. bitchbastard. whatever la. my knuckles are bruised. i'm burnt. wow. I LOVE MY LIFE? maybe.

on a lighter note, I LOVE VALERIE SING ((:

yayy! i love my church friends la. they make me so freaking happy .sentosa would've been the BEST DAY OF MY LIFE if not for @!#@$%^&^&*) rahhhhhhhhh- idiots.

i cant believe my eyes. i feel stupid!! oh damn. i wanna cry you know. shut up amerie,you'll live.

all you said, were just lies.

and eunice png! i am not a GUY! tskk!


| amerie fought for sanity @ 9:27 PM|

&i wonder if you ever loved me