Tuesday, September 26, 2006

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i'm depressed ): i dont know why. it's like, i feel ignored. why does this thing called love, hurt so bad? it's so...well, HURTING? some ppl just dont care. ahhh fuck. why do i blame you ?you dont even know how i feel for you...or...do you? I DONT REALLY KNOW.ijusthopethatyoufeelthesamewaytoo i just feel super down
lately and NO ONE is there. no one for me to really have a heart to heart talk to. what can i do anyway? you're my only hope. RAHH-

it's so weird how you can actually love two ppl at the same time.
is tht even possible?
well, i dont know. it's just so...CONTRADICTING?
esp if the two ppl are A and V.
yeahh.so i'm kinda thinking twice abt your feelings.
ahh..why do i even give a damn.
someone, shoot me!

//have you ever found the one you've given your heart to, only to find that one wont give her heart to you


QUEEN wrote an inspiration page for me today. (: loved it. i liked this one quote..i think goes smth like "it's amazing how two strangers can become best friends but it's weird how two best friends can become two complete strangers". inspirational RIGHT? HAWHAW :D chinese class can kill. it's SO boooring. ha. today had mass in school. it was so fun. yes, MASS WAS FUN. heh. father simon is damn funny luh. goodness. and dearest mummy, dont care abt him. if he wants to treat this way, let him be, he dont deserve you. SMILE. the swimsuits are here for you 24/7! i've decided to do some vigilant studying. as inspired by father simon's homily. heh. i can do it la! yayy! ha. i like the song spirit wings. shiok shiok. heh. i think i'm off to study alr. goodbye.

; the silence kills me when you dont reply me at all


| amerie fought for sanity @ 4:30 PM|

&i wonder if you ever loved me