Friday, September 29, 2006

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loving a person is not perfect, it's only human

there's this song tht's stuck in my head. so irritating. i keep asking my bro and sis what's the title they say it's called uh oh....just cause it's starts with UH OH!? and the song keeps playing in the show and stops at the word uh oh. OMG! i wanna know tht song! HELP?!

ohhhhhhh! i found the song alr! it's called i'll never leave you! haha. so funny. i'm so happy! hahaha. :DD

today was english paper. summary was lame. what kind of a country is named zulu, ludan and beirut!? sounds so fuuny. and the invigilator was EVEN funnier! haha.his name is TEO. haha. collection of papers was damn retarded. whole class burst out laughing. HAHA.

JY holds paper up high in the air,
TEO: dont hold so high!

BRIDGET holds it super high, then super low not allowing him to take,
TEO: give it to me! (in low voice)
BRIDGET imitating his voice: orh.okay.

and behind me was QUEEN making noise about him saying he wears his pants so high all. then she kept complaining abt him. saying he's irriating all! ahaha. he really is! then when ppl ask him if we supposed to detach the cover page he say wait arh i go check..and he continues collecting the papers!? haha. wtheck. hilarious. and he only allowed ppl to go toilet for three minutes. haha. QUEEN kept laughing at him. haha. so loud somemore.

today school ended at 210pm. cause of some talk thingg. CURSES to those ppl who tarnished IJ school's name. come on okay. tskk. how could you all. i shake my head. seriously, it's cause of OBVIOUS reasons why ppl say theses kinda things abt IJ schools. maybe the IJ board should limit the kinda ppl that enter our school! sheezus!

enough of that. hurr. i realised tht i keep blogging long post nowadays. and it's all crap. wna know why? cause i FEEL like crap. everything to me IS crap. well, not really. i just HAD TO say that. as you read this paragraph, you'd realise that this is ACTUALLY really a load of crap. nothing but pure genuine crap. uh huh, you'd tend to go on reading this and start smiling to yourself like an idiot as if someone just told you a super hilarious joke WHICH most likely would be associated as crap. (: this para has not ended yet as i've not finishd crapping. ppl who read crappy things and write crappy things ARE NOT crappy. heheheheheheh. is that true? i dont know cause all of this is JUST crap. thank you for your crappy attention ((: haha.

oh mann. what's wrong with me? i can be happy all of a sudden and sad the other. why am i like that ah? i really wna know. can anyone tell me the answer? does anyone even know? omgoodness.

i've discovered many bruises on me. and i have no idea where they've come from. and i keep biting myself whenever i'm eating. it's not cause i'm heaty or whatever. i dont know why. do you? well, acutally i do. it's maybe cause i was too busy concentrating on YOU(not you,the one reading but my special someone whom doesnt know).

i got to mug hard. :DD reminds me of recess. haha.

why is it everything i do, you dont wanna believe it's true,
but everything she does, it means the world to you?
i caught you watching her,
you think i dont know.

tmr is exam prayer. cant wait. i miss val mentee loads! cant wait to mug with her tmr(: yayy! heh. i love her many.

"behind some doors, ppl are waiting to sparkle" this quote came from the confessions of the teenage drama queen.

would you pls stop cutting yourself. what's the point of it? i alr told you to stop it yet you still continued. why must you do that? i told you very nicely alright. stop it, will you? just stop it. it's ridiculous. your arm is full of scars, nice? i think not. please, think abt the ppl who care. dont hurt them just cause you're hurting. deal with the hurt inside rather than hurt yourself physically. i just care, cant you understand that...forget it. my words dont mean a thing to your ears anyway.



// i stood there screaming for you but there wasn't a sound coming out


| amerie fought for sanity @ 6:12 PM|

&i wonder if you ever loved me