Tuesday, September 19, 2006
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today was GREAT! i absolutely LOVED LOVED LOVED IT. well..that was kinda AFTER school ended. uh huh. i was like EMO like shit when school was on. thanks to @#@$#%^^*&($@! YEAH. i like wont mention why luh. no one needs to know. ANNABELLE LEONG rocks. i love her to many many bits and pieces. yes yes, I LOVE MY QUEEN! hurr. chinese lesson was boring as usual. everyone was sleeping. yeaaah. and SHE was annoying the guts out of me, i swear!
okay. recess. no money. so dont talk about it. i like forgot to bring AGAIN. HA. but
i love bestie(: she lent me 2 buckeroos. loves it! :D
SS was crap. miss yeo was damn pissed and disappointed in us luhh. i could tell from the look on her face. gosh. maybe we should change our attitude abit huh THREE JUSTICE? yeahh. like tht will ever happen you know! tskkkk. HAHA. then maths. nothing much. i was rather cranky then. kept SNEEZING. i SWEAR i really WAS sneezing alright! i was not crying! honestly! goodness. BUt i admit i waskinda sad luhh. and gosh, my beloved 6 bikinis cheered me up so much! i couldnt stop laughing for a while then. assembly was another bummer. funny but i wasnt really in the correct mood. and i ACCIDENTALLY cut my hand with the stupid sharp stapler bullet. I WAS BORED. ): and thank you
----------------- for that letter laaa. it didnt help you know! RAHH-
so many words running thru my mind now, things like "wth laaaa", "seriously, i dont know what to do", " CANT SCHOOL JUST END TODAY!? NOW!? FOREVER.....", and lastly, "I'M SAD."
anyway, school was over. headed to compass with
queen, cristalbelle and grandkid. haha. reeetards i swear. the walk there was fun la. i cheered up a bit then. THEN, i met my ever so beloved mentee, VALERIE SING! (: eating and talking rubbish. ahha. then studied at church canteen. it was great great great LUHHH! (((: i'm loving it. i drew a HUGE plaster for her.
i'd mend her wounds for her no matter what. heeee.
I LOVE YOU VAL SING! (:alright world, i'll end it with a poem.
initials of yours,
scribbled all over my notebook,
no one was to peek or take a look,
images being flown across the room,
of me and you,
takes away the gloom.
ever so delighted,
i feel my heart beating.
as i climb down the stairs leaping.
but as i see or hear you
fooling around with her,
speaking about her,
lil by lil my heart starts to shatter.
i start tobuild a wall
surrounding my heart,
day by day,
the stones pile up,
making the wall thicker for anyone to enter it.
the only one to make the slightest crack,
is YOU.
then maybe i'll fall into the pit of love again.
with your arms there to cushion my fall.
-amerie
| amerie fought for sanity @ 6:29 PM|
&i wonder if you ever loved me
